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Only I Can Decide Whether I am Happy or Not
kamenohaha 发表于 2008-11-20 22:12:11
How to deal a problem called indifference to man? I exactly don’t know the
answer, to me it’s like a inexplicable cosine for long. Though I haven’t taken it
into account yet I feel I have to confess that it’s a strange thing.
Dated a man who’s younger than me and in fact you can say he is a good-
looking one, but I really don’t understand the feeling inside when stayed with
him. Maybe it’s a kind of boring and a feeling of losing time, I mean that I
obviously can do some other more meaningful things or even just have a good
rest but chating with a man. In my eyes, all men are of a same feature, I always
hold that there must be a implicit purpose when they are dating you. Even
though I were wrong to treat man in this way I still wanna say that it’s my true
voice from deep inside. At least amongst all the ones whom I have met till now
there’s no one can change my mind mentionded above.
What's more strange is that though I've been single for a long time and not all of my
bosom friends are single I still never wanna change the present situation at all.
Sometimes living alone is uorightly a comfortable thing. I think maybe I even won’t
be tired of this way of life forever.
Who knows…
